While I don't seem to be able to help as much as, say, the "Wickie" can, I don't want to risk losing the chance to do so by trusting the wrong person, or someone with a role meant to counter mine. I haven't told my partner about this, nor anyone else. I have tried, every week, to choose something that will "help". The baskets were meant to help with food collection, and went to those organizing it.
[ she. didn't realize there would be fucking 50 of them. ]
...The first week I also tried to help, but I failed. I don't intend to do so again. "Punyai, Maduvu, Qama, and Pugia." Next time, I won't allow myself to be tricked or misled into endangering anyone.
[ quietly and calmly. ]
I don't know who wrote the horoscope. I asked whose it would be and was told "good question". I'm waiting for the moment they give me a choice that will help turn the tides, and in the meantime, trying to get information from them for "hard work". I have no other avenues, and if I am careless I may miss out on the chance to at least see the rest of you through this with one good choice. I am willing to risk my own life, but I am not willing to trade away something that may or may not someday make or break everyone else without being absolutely certain in that choice.
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[ because, like. ]
While I don't seem to be able to help as much as, say, the "Wickie" can, I don't want to risk losing the chance to do so by trusting the wrong person, or someone with a role meant to counter mine. I haven't told my partner about this, nor anyone else. I have tried, every week, to choose something that will "help". The baskets were meant to help with food collection, and went to those organizing it.
[ she. didn't realize there would be fucking 50 of them. ]
...The first week I also tried to help, but I failed. I don't intend to do so again. "Punyai, Maduvu, Qama, and Pugia." Next time, I won't allow myself to be tricked or misled into endangering anyone.
[ quietly and calmly. ]
I don't know who wrote the horoscope. I asked whose it would be and was told "good question". I'm waiting for the moment they give me a choice that will help turn the tides, and in the meantime, trying to get information from them for "hard work". I have no other avenues, and if I am careless I may miss out on the chance to at least see the rest of you through this with one good choice. I am willing to risk my own life, but I am not willing to trade away something that may or may not someday make or break everyone else without being absolutely certain in that choice.
...Or as near to certain as I can be.